Saturday, April 12, 2008

April 12, 2008

Feeling useless.


Want a summer job.
Slacking off at home.
Doing nothing but reading Mangas.
Gaaa. Insanity.
Reminiscing.

Okay, I'm here at home as always. My day off? Sundays. I never really care about the outside world and the fact that I'm not going outside. (Yeah, I only have the chance to see the nature once a week. Haha.)
In no time, I'd be a college student already.
Hmm. Maybe I could get a job. But not an official once though.
I'm still a minor so that's how it is.
And secondly, I'M BROKE.
Yeah. No money in my pocket at all.
I really wanted to go outside but I have no money.
Haha. It's okay at all.
Me = Wanting money = Is just here at home.

My mom really doesn't give a damn about me.
My dad, who's working alone, is the one giving me money. For a good reason at all. And we're not rich you know. We're not average. We are what you call poor citizens who's social status is below average. Anyways, who cares about fame. Who cares about all of those superiority. No one else except for the greedy ones. (Oops, not intentionally.)

I'm hopelessly romantic.
I have no love life.
No one to care for.
No one to have a motivation.
But, I have my cats with me. Although, I don't have friends who's really into making me successful now, I'm still happy to have them.

Maybe, someone will find me soon when I go to college.
Somehow, the one who could control me.
Scold me.
Guide me.
Love me.
Respect me.
Hug me.
Who's stronger than me that could face me when I say I want to hit him.
Anyway, he'll appear soon so no need to rush.

Okay, what else is happening in my life?
Well, let's see.

. . .

Nah. There's nothing much fascinating about me.
That's it for today. Later.




-tragicHeroine 04/12/08

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